I still haven sleep, was checking on something just now. Wat ii can say is patience is needed & my efforts really really pays off for wat ii had put in just now.. My heart is terribly broken now. I know d answer le for wat ii had found out.
Should ii give up as ii only just starting?? I mean for love relationship. I hope someone can share d same feeling as me now.. I'm really sad not only for tat person but myself too. I wish to wrote in details & express my feelings but not only ii can't, I'm afraid ii will cry. Maybe d timing was wrong & ii really dunno how. I hate myself for liking a person whom he does not know ii like him. So far ii think ii guess ii can understand how he feel & d words without expressing but ii was still puzzled, Y? Y? Y?
I'm always like a person who ii shouldn't like, in chinese translation: "Ai Shang Yi Ke Bu Yin Gai Ai De Ren" meaning ii hope u guys understood. Haix... I wish to find out more & knowing d answer but ii don have d courage and due to many factors... I'm sorry, d purpose of writing Blog is to express out but ii can't. I know might as well ii shouldn't Blog but ii caN't help it. If really ii keep quiet, ii will just burst out all d emotion all I've been feeling which actually not good for mentally & physically. How how how???
I guess I'm not d type he will liked neither I'm suitable for him ba. I'm not trying to comfort myself or running away from problems but at least ii wont sad or hurts tat much. Seriously ii said this because I know wat kind of girl am ii & into a relationship which maybe big difference of his dream girl. And ii think ii know wat he is thing about, not 100% but 70% to 80%. However sadly ii say ii will be still liking u... :(
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