So down...

It has been a long time I diNt update my Blog le, haha! B-) Today's my daMn EMBRASSING day lor! Cos my school skirt torn!!! It's like 15 years of my school life & this is the 1st time happened in my life & NEVER EVER WORE A PANTS IN SCHOOL DE LOR TILL TODAY!!! LOL LOL!! Thanks to DGWL ah, haha! Eversince playing wIf u, my school shoes tear, bag spoilt & now my school shirt torn. =.="'
But anyway really very Funny & Fun lor, HAHA!!! B-)

This week not in a good mood, lots of thoughts & feelings which made mE very sad. 1st of all, my ex bf msg mE to listen his explaination due to some bad incidence which I do not wish to mention & seriously his msg made me think alot alot. I know no point, it's past & think of the incidence I very angry lorr but still wish him cheer up. Overall, it's kinda complicated sO it's hard to explain.

And this month February very stressful cOs exam & Role-played coming soon. I really under some pressure & I feel stressful & because like this which made me think of my ex how we overcome our difficulties together during school day & Exam but it's over. Our memories was a history but really... ... ... :( Sometimes I wish time could stop, I'm very tired.. Not pysically but mentally as well.

*SIGH* Another thing I know someone been unhappy lately, I can see it, feel it & know it but I choose to keep quiet cOs I know silent speaks a thousand words. However I wish u can put down ba cOs seeing u like this my heartache too. Seriously I have tons reasons not saying I - - - - u but I really hope u are happy cOs seeing u happy I am happy too. Really, sometimes I just wish u stop seeing her sO it woNt remind u of your past & seeing u upset. I'm in a situation tat I'm feeling down & feeling upset for someone else too.

Seriously I'm not Flirt or Frickle-minded, just can't help it my emotional feeling this way & tell u wat, that someone I know we wouldn't have result or end up together too sO... yeah I think I stop here ba, I couldn't wrote anymore..:(