Learnt something...

I learnt something yesterday & Monday. Let's talk what's all that about it.


Well, I learnt that when you're unhappy of something, think another way. Just like I reaally dislike my teacher way of handling things but imagine if we were him, what & how would you do instead?? And also, some ppl u have to approach them then they will tell u, help u or advise u while some will more sensitive & initiative  towards it. So I know & learn what to do le, some ppl u just have to approach, open yR mouth & asked not everyone can know.. LOL!! And what I can say those who are sensitive & initiative are d ones with HIGH EQ! I was known these spoken by two of my friends & one are my guy friend who bought me My Melody File on Tues, 22 Feb 2011. Oh yeah, all these incident happened I mentioned above are on Monday & I feel appreciated that they accompanied me to Bishan Park as I'm feeling emotional that day. "


As for yesterday, I'm very angry & pissed off wif some ppl talk things without thinking. But thanks to my dear friend advise, she patiently told me that instead of being angry, y not think that they are just thoughtless & if I know I better than them, I shouldn't feel angry if not d more I angry I'm like them speak angry words which make myself like a fool too. And instead of being angry or KPKB, learnt to smile & turn away. Seriously I find it is hard to smile turn away but I will and want to learn. I think if ever I master it one day, I will become a mild-tempered person. Yeah, 4gEt to add on, possibilities ppl like to see & make you angry, if u aren't angry, u win. Haha!! Then another thing is accepting or tolerating others no matter they no brain to speak or purposly making you angry. Well, it's easy to read & say but come to practicing it's hard lorr. But I want, I will & I can do it. Hope this is a process for me to make changes. :)


AND AND AND I really hope the person I really care, he can cheer up. It really affecting me. I dunno wat's so good about her which make you holding back from what you are or you can be. I'm willing to do anything just to see your smile again. Sometimes I really wish she's dead (evil me) but most important I really hope to see your real smile & not faking it.