I learnt something yesterday & Monday. Let's talk what's all that about it.
Well, I learnt that when you're unhappy of something, think another way. Just like I reaally dislike my teacher way of handling things but imagine if we were him, what & how would you do instead?? And also, some ppl u have to approach them then they will tell u, help u or advise u while some will more sensitive & initiative towards it. So I know & learn what to do le, some ppl u just have to approach, open yR mouth & asked not everyone can know.. LOL!! And what I can say those who are sensitive & initiative are d ones with HIGH EQ! I was known these spoken by two of my friends & one are my guy friend who bought me My Melody File on Tues, 22 Feb 2011. Oh yeah, all these incident happened I mentioned above are on Monday & I feel appreciated that they accompanied me to Bishan Park as I'm feeling emotional that day. "
As for yesterday, I'm very angry & pissed off wif some ppl talk things without thinking. But thanks to my dear friend advise, she patiently told me that instead of being angry, y not think that they are just thoughtless & if I know I better than them, I shouldn't feel angry if not d more I angry I'm like them speak angry words which make myself like a fool too. And instead of being angry or KPKB, learnt to smile & turn away. Seriously I find it is hard to smile turn away but I will and want to learn. I think if ever I master it one day, I will become a mild-tempered person. Yeah, 4gEt to add on, possibilities ppl like to see & make you angry, if u aren't angry, u win. Haha!! Then another thing is accepting or tolerating others no matter they no brain to speak or purposly making you angry. Well, it's easy to read & say but come to practicing it's hard lorr. But I want, I will & I can do it. Hope this is a process for me to make changes. :)
AND AND AND I really hope the person I really care, he can cheer up. It really affecting me. I dunno wat's so good about her which make you holding back from what you are or you can be. I'm willing to do anything just to see your smile again. Sometimes I really wish she's dead (evil me) but most important I really hope to see your real smile & not faking it.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
So down...
It has been a long time I diNt update my Blog le, haha! B-) Today's my daMn EMBRASSING day lor! Cos my school skirt torn!!! It's like 15 years of my school life & this is the 1st time happened in my life & NEVER EVER WORE A PANTS IN SCHOOL DE LOR TILL TODAY!!! LOL LOL!! Thanks to DGWL ah, haha! Eversince playing wIf u, my school shoes tear, bag spoilt & now my school shirt torn. =.="'
But anyway really very Funny & Fun lor, HAHA!!! B-)
This week not in a good mood, lots of thoughts & feelings which made mE very sad. 1st of all, my ex bf msg mE to listen his explaination due to some bad incidence which I do not wish to mention & seriously his msg made me think alot alot. I know no point, it's past & think of the incidence I very angry lorr but still wish him cheer up. Overall, it's kinda complicated sO it's hard to explain.
And this month February very stressful cOs exam & Role-played coming soon. I really under some pressure & I feel stressful & because like this which made me think of my ex how we overcome our difficulties together during school day & Exam but it's over. Our memories was a history but really... ... ... :( Sometimes I wish time could stop, I'm very tired.. Not pysically but mentally as well.
*SIGH* Another thing I know someone been unhappy lately, I can see it, feel it & know it but I choose to keep quiet cOs I know silent speaks a thousand words. However I wish u can put down ba cOs seeing u like this my heartache too. Seriously I have tons reasons not saying I - - - - u but I really hope u are happy cOs seeing u happy I am happy too. Really, sometimes I just wish u stop seeing her sO it woNt remind u of your past & seeing u upset. I'm in a situation tat I'm feeling down & feeling upset for someone else too.
Seriously I'm not Flirt or Frickle-minded, just can't help it my emotional feeling this way & tell u wat, that someone I know we wouldn't have result or end up together too sO... yeah I think I stop here ba, I couldn't wrote anymore..:(
But anyway really very Funny & Fun lor, HAHA!!! B-)
This week not in a good mood, lots of thoughts & feelings which made mE very sad. 1st of all, my ex bf msg mE to listen his explaination due to some bad incidence which I do not wish to mention & seriously his msg made me think alot alot. I know no point, it's past & think of the incidence I very angry lorr but still wish him cheer up. Overall, it's kinda complicated sO it's hard to explain.
And this month February very stressful cOs exam & Role-played coming soon. I really under some pressure & I feel stressful & because like this which made me think of my ex how we overcome our difficulties together during school day & Exam but it's over. Our memories was a history but really... ... ... :( Sometimes I wish time could stop, I'm very tired.. Not pysically but mentally as well.
*SIGH* Another thing I know someone been unhappy lately, I can see it, feel it & know it but I choose to keep quiet cOs I know silent speaks a thousand words. However I wish u can put down ba cOs seeing u like this my heartache too. Seriously I have tons reasons not saying I - - - - u but I really hope u are happy cOs seeing u happy I am happy too. Really, sometimes I just wish u stop seeing her sO it woNt remind u of your past & seeing u upset. I'm in a situation tat I'm feeling down & feeling upset for someone else too.
Seriously I'm not Flirt or Frickle-minded, just can't help it my emotional feeling this way & tell u wat, that someone I know we wouldn't have result or end up together too sO... yeah I think I stop here ba, I couldn't wrote anymore..:(
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