After yesterday having time with someone, ii think finally ii have come to senses. It might be hurt to me but ii do really see the reality. Every relationship is sweet at first but it would be very unpleasant eventually & worst if either u still have feeling 4 him or still hold a place in your heart seeing him with another girl.
I strongly believe each one of us will get our happiness one day bt how and where is everyone searching for. If a person without relationship, isn't it very pathetic?? But ii don mean relationship is very important depends on individual.
I not sure do ii still have feeling for him bt clearly ii know there's a small part of my heart, he still hold a place. Actually I'm silently waiting for him & always believe he still have feeling for me but after yesterday, I know I'm being foolish & wake up senses. Finally, he go through wat ii had go through, hope he can understand tat kind of feeling & ii can say it is not pleasant. Well, I'm happy for him tat he had knew that what's the right girl he's looking for . Although it's still abit hurt but isn't if he's happy, u are happy too??
What make me come to senses is after yesterday he told me his incident which ii find no point holding on or worth it. If continue liking him is just a torture for me. Maybe we are not meant to be so y not putting down is the best solution & ii will wait patiently for my next relationship.
We were once so in love & finally we end it nicely as a friend & maybe friends like buddy, lol. One thing ii believe no one can replace it is, ii was once love him more than anyone else do & understand him more than anyone else do. Haha!
By the way, there's one thing ii would like to add on. There were once ii post a meaningful quote which actually meant for this guy friend of mine & if he still can't get it, 4get it.
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