Can't believe Higher Nitec just past & my worry of Poly...

Today, just totally feel like blogging & I know been ages I dint blog & gonna decompose liao. HAHA! Yes, u are right,  I post without pictures something's  wrong! LOL.

Can't believe my 2 years in Higher Nitec just past like that & I also go through my attachment in Sentosa liao. Ok lahh, can't bear & realized I been through so much and u know what? I know the reasons why I'm back to no motivation, feel like giving up all these for past 2 years?!! Cause Service Management was not my 1st choice at all & I can't bring myself to work very hard so became slack & play. Hmmm though the reason was these but my greateset achievement was going to Manila, Philippines. Is like my very 1st trip of school outing & I hope I can get to overseas when I'm in Poly. Beside that I known a few great classmate of mine, used to be a clique aka friends but a pity that we no longer is. It's a long grandmother story & I don't wish to mention it anymore but anyway, what I can say is I learned alot through them & actually I no longer bear the hatred as already all past, sometimes I wish to be friends with them back but I think maybe in despair ba. Well,I wish nothing but all the best in them.

And talking about Poly, I really wish to get in but I think my chances are very low, no matter how to stay positive I just cannot denied the facts that I'm worried & fear I couldn't get in. I even have the thoughts that doesn't matter I can't get my 1st choice as long I'm into Poly however if really "heng heng" get into poly & the course I WANT, I will work very hard towards it. I SWEAR cause I think through a lot a lot & show gratitude towards not only the person who let me in but also all the people around me, God & etc. LOLOL! "OK, kinda exaggerated, haha! But really lahh, u know it's like u ask for water, but then they give u a cup without water. Yup, empty inside & all along I feel empty no motivation, no  passions in studies.

Ok all above are what I've been through & worries. Let's talk about my emotions now.. To me, I find humans are complicated, including me & yes, life's complicated too! If u are older & matured enough, u will understand what I meaan.