Overnight @ Airport on Sun; Emo wif AG & Today's studying..

Hohoho, sorry ah now then I update cOs Sunday too busy le. LOL! And now then I free. All right, wanna know the activities I had?? Here we go!

Hmmm have fun overnight @ Changi Airport, 1st we played UNO Cycle 2 & guess what?? I in Top 6 leh!!! Unbelievable! I reM. UNO Cycle 1 round 2, I'm eliminated but surprising I'm In Top 6. If I'm not wrong, last day of school 17 June (Friday) 1st round I'm 1st to finish the game, Round 2, 3, 4 & 5 either I'm 2nd or 3rd to finish the game & the last round I lost to Kamy. What I'm irritated most he used 3 SKIPS Cards & 2 same number regardless of colour win me. Arrgghhh! But never mind la, at least I don't feel stressful after I lost. HAHAHAHAHA!

Then we went to Mac eat supper. ALL eating except 4 me & guess what I did something very Gosh! DK fed me wif one bite of McSpicy & as I chew I can feel the fats of meat & he thought something wrong with me. I told him I'm gonna do something very obscene & never he expect, I took out the fats right in front of him & ML, KK, NA saw. Hahahahaha! It was so disgusting. LOLOL! After that, I told Amirul I have something for all guys and he helped me distribute the photos I printed for them. Everyone appreciated & commented I feel happy except 4 someone lor, just put at the tray & continue eating. "FAT DIE U, Bitch! No appreciation from u. And if I know that I won't printed 4 u too. KNN!!!" Never mind, shall not angry with this kind of shitty people who doesn't have gratitude. 4get it.

Then we continue playing UNO CYCLE 2 as I had my TOP 6 postion mentioned above. Lol. We took almost 3 hours to play lor. Exaggerated! Hahaha. B-) Funniest things, we keep moving from 1 place to another, we went Terminal 2 first as our meeting spot, Terminal 3 to have our Mac & playing UNO CYCLE 2 & Terminal 1 for Ainul to check in. Lastly, we went to Mac to have our breakfast & go home sleep.

Slept till 5pm afternoon, watched show awhile &  bought groceries home. 10pm like this, went out wif AG & Emo wif him. Thanks to him, we went to Senkang Nature Resurve to watch stars but instead of watching stars I'm fed by the insects & my leg start to get itchy. The itchiness till now lor, feel like chopping my legs away, idiot! Oh yes, I ate fried food & fast food again which is MCSPICY from him, My God! Feeling daMn FATTENING lor! Lol. We watch "Secret" from Youtube then he sent me home & I slept at 5 in the morning.

Till noon, woke up & go study with KK & GL at Parkway Parade. DK later then meet us as he was very late lor, lol. And thanks to AG again, cOs of Fast Food, I had terrible stomach upset the whole afternoon. BEST of all, u guys know what?!! After I "Lao Sai" I stil ate Curry Chicken Rice & indeed my stomach upset again. SERVE ME RIGHT! Hahahahahaha!! So we really study at Library, eat KFC *fast food again, faint* then KK & GL played MonoPoly Card, DK & I continue study. And we decide go home @ 11.20pm, luckily I manage to catch last bus while GL & DK no more bus 76, have to take 135 instead. "HENG AH!" Hahaha, ok la I don't so bad but still Hopefully they all are safely & sound at home now. :)

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Take picture of myself & looking forward overnight &send a classmate off.

Borrrrriiiiiiinnnngggg!!!! Today bored to death, stay at home whole day. Ok la, actually my friend did spam me go out but I rejected, lol. And sO use com lor, watched show from Xinmsn esp "C.l.i.f " <---- two thumps up. I love the way they SUSPECT, INVESTIGATE, CRACK, PROOF & ARREST! Of course, life & emotion as well. If u understand what I mean, congrates u're a stepping a stone forward me. LOL.

Then after watching show nothing to do, take picture of myself. Hmmm two photos only la without smiling de. I feel that people might find fierce but to me photos without smile, very COOL & VOGUE! Posted in my Facebook oh, u can take a look. ") And and and I set as my Display Pic, wahahahaha!! B-)

All right, I'm waiting for time to pass so later on can overnight @ Changi Airport & seNd my classmate off. Oh yes, this is my 2nd time overnight cause previously had once & very fun but today ones I hope so too. Y hope so, u might wondering?? Haha, long story but what I can say is though we're no longer friend but I won't because of that particular person, lost all of my friend. How awful to see other, it's okay I will tolerate. Sometimes, really I feel funny & weird happen in life, you may be very good with this person  but one moment, u & that person distance between each other. Hahaha! B-)

Today's happening & full of complex prob in my mind..

Yo, I'm here to Blog again! Oh yeah, I realized these 3 days I been Blogging. Ok, that's a good thing too shows that I'm hardworking. BHB much?!! Lol. K la, get to topic.


Today CCA at Sarah Senior Activity Centre & is my second time visit. Well, I feel that I'm not that scared, nervous, strange to me compare to when I visited the 1st time. Hohoho, great improvement ah, Jaslin! *Ps, praising myself, lol.* Hmmm have fun there, we planned for the old folks watched Mr. Bean, sing & lastly dance. HAHAHAHA, I laugh hilariously as I saw Johnnathan dance. Gosh! But his singing not bad uh! I think due to the dance it really live a 1st deep impression of him as I dunno him. Well, it feel really great that doing something meaningful & helping others. BEST of all, seeing the old folks happy, I feel happy too Oh ya, I wanna show off something too, I sang leh "Lao Shu Ai Dai Mi & Yue Liang Dai Pai Wo de Xin!! heheEex but hor after singing, I feel damn embarrassing! Ok la, overall got the sense of satisfaction.


After that, A'in & I plan to study at PP Library. Before that we went to A'in house to take her EBA book & I waited downstairs then finally we reached our destination. Yeah! And guess what my Iphone left 3% of battery & luckily a kind man lent me his laptop for me to charge my phone as today then I know PP Library they don't allow people to use their socket to charge hp, only MAIN FOR LAPTOP! *Change le change le*
 Then we studied 2 hours, ok la, kinda feel today not wasting my entire day & time, at least did something meaningful & absorb some information from EBA book into my brain.


And now I'm HOME!!! Well, and it's my EMOING SHIT time. Y?? I'm not being mood swing, temperamental or thinking too much BUT recalling what my guy friend told me during Midnight 2am-4am on phones. To be honest speaking, I'm  in a confused state & the topic is one of my weaknesses. Should I reveal on Blog? Well, ok ba no harm too yahx?


I'm in love with someone & I shouldn't love him due to some factors which I really can't says and also after that guy friend of mine told me. I dunno should I continue loving him or giving up, but thinking to it, the best way is to give up not to make myself fall deeper & suffering but it's easy to say than done. Argghhh! HATE this feeling now & also HATE myself! HATE this feeling as it's complicated & HATE myself for being useless, dared not confess my feeling towards him & I don't want cause I scared after revealing, we can't be friends & feel awake towards each other. See?!! Feel like I can suicide then. *Pull my hands, don't stop me!* Haix, dunno la, what I can say is, either my feeling towards him fade away or these will always remain unsolved & complicated. :(

Have Fun with @ KBOX & Angry as well..

1st of all, I'm sO happy! Yeahhh got to KBOX finally, though only we 3 Person, DK, KK & I. Y do I say that eh?? Well, because since 6 months ago, BO, DK & GL & I planned go KBOX one day but don't have lor till today we just K. Wohoooo!! Oh wait, KK was not in part in planning, surprising we 3 together go KBOx leh.

Have fun & daMn hilarious laugh. Thanks to DK, he & KK sang "Wu Ding" & the way he imitated "Wu Zong Xian" make me laugh till non-stop. HAHA! And worst, sang the "Si Le Duo Yao Ai, AH XIN from Xing Yue Tuan" Nightmare lor... Like thousands of chicken being kill. They wanna sing High Pitch but really CMI (can't make it.) Muahahaha!! Really I laugh till jaw numb & stomach pain.

Then after KBOX we go Slack at Marina Bay, the Esplanade there. LOL! Ok la, we slack there around 1 hour like this, haha. DK & KK cam while I really Emo shit there! Hahaha. Oh ya, DK asked me later wanna go AMK eat dinner, I say ok then he said call GL also cause she live AMK too. I said anything, ok ah sO we went to AMK to eat.

So when we saw GL, we happily greet her butt guess what??!! We get a harsh scolding from her! WTF?!! Do u know what she scolded us? She scolded  us for being late & waited for us sO long. We apologized to her & she add on saying that not a word sorry can meant to resolve this k. My parents already went out eat and come back digest till dunno what & I'm starving here. After I hear, I "KUM PAO TU LAN" lor. To me, only u starving meh?! I'm also starving lor, DK & KK at least ate T bits then me eh, I did not eat leh. 2ndly, people thought of u so call u out for dinner leh but u simply sound like we owned u like this. WTF Much?!!! And then I feel stupid lor, I still apologized to her when I don't find I got anything wrong. KNN! If u were in my position, how would u feel? Unfair & feel like slapping + "Fcuk" upside down lor. *chilled*Well, oh well I guess after this incident, I see true her true colour & next time if ever DK asked wanna ask GL for dinner anot, I will say. Up to you, I don't wish the incident occurred again. Damn Idiotic!

The New Changes I want for myself!

Yo my beloved blogs! It been ages to see u & update u & sO here I am, wahahahahaha!!! Ok... get to topic.

Recently, many negative things happen & seriously it made me really very down down down. Not only that, people, environment which made me really feel like running away & worst I had the thought of commit suicide. Crazy right?!! Yes, and this is I feel useless at times & I had negative aspect in people & life. BUT after all this SHITS, thanks to a friend of me, he told me. "Jaslin, no matter what stay positive". I remembered once I asked him. So what I'm positive but yet people keep adding negative?!! He replied me: "If people really give u rubbish, are u really going to accept it as yes, it's rubbish or turn into a rubbish bin & asked them to throw themselves instead?" Well, it really knocked some senses to me. He added on: " Do u know "dash"? A symbol like this (-) Is called "Minus" as well. "Minus negative & add a plus which turn out to be positive" so in life, there's bounds to be positive & negative & most important how are u going to add positive instead of negative? A very challenging Qns, I love it!

So these few days, plenty & multi of thoughts & Finally I decided to change in myself. I got to stop all the negativity of people, environment & myself. So what if I remains negative, ppl are not going to feel pity or sorry about me. And I don't wanna be a weaklings too. Yes, women needs protection but they can be strong too. Agree??