Hello Blog! I'm here to update. *SIGH* I feel that as I grow, my smile is getting lesser, responsibility getting heavier & expectation getting higher. Not only these, ppl are harder to get along, things getting more complicated & expenses getting higher... Y? y? y? Tell me y??
These few days I been staying at home, y? Cause I wanna be alone for the time being, I wish to cut off any contact wif any human beings (friends or any others) EXCEPT my grandma. I realised I been too busy with my life & spending little time with my grandma sO today I specially spend as much time as I can to keep my grandma accompany.
I have TONS of Negative feelings, thoughts, things happening inside & around me, I guess this is y my smile getting lesser. Even if I smile, who will know is a genuine smile or fake smile. Lastly, how am I going to solve it?? Is not like tv drama, there will always be someone there to help u, care for u whereas reality are all about depending yourself. I also wish someone will be there for me but not I wish means will be granted neither liking a person mean u like and like but the other person might not like you back too. Solution is simple but cruel, one word "accept the facts."
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