Hello Blog! I'm here to update. *SIGH* I feel that as I grow, my smile is getting lesser, responsibility getting heavier & expectation getting higher. Not only these, ppl are harder to get along, things getting more complicated & expenses getting higher... Y? y? y? Tell me y??
These few days I been staying at home, y? Cause I wanna be alone for the time being, I wish to cut off any contact wif any human beings (friends or any others) EXCEPT my grandma. I realised I been too busy with my life & spending little time with my grandma sO today I specially spend as much time as I can to keep my grandma accompany.
I have TONS of Negative feelings, thoughts, things happening inside & around me, I guess this is y my smile getting lesser. Even if I smile, who will know is a genuine smile or fake smile. Lastly, how am I going to solve it?? Is not like tv drama, there will always be someone there to help u, care for u whereas reality are all about depending yourself. I also wish someone will be there for me but not I wish means will be granted neither liking a person mean u like and like but the other person might not like you back too. Solution is simple but cruel, one word "accept the facts."
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Nobody understand how I feel...
Seriously I had enough for all the shit I been receiving from all humans! Not directly but indirectly. Is not abit I want to complaint but seriously I daMn tired & sick of it. When can all these shit end?!!!
1stly, Is u guys don like her & this is y I did not call her. And now u guys blame me for not calling her. Whatever,as I consider u guys feeling also wrong, I didn't also wrong. I don ever wanna plan any events anymore.
*Pissed*
2ndly, If u don't like me, go away as far as u can. This show that u don't understand me enough. I don't care whatever your reasons is. To me, is just a defends for yourself & excuses. And c'mon u scolding your friends vulgar words?!! Do u know how hurting?? For me I will never scold my friends vulgar words no matter how angry I am. Think carefully I'm not your Vending Machine that u can vend your anger at me.
I'm utterly disappointed in u, our friendship already had crack. And is not once, many times. Just like a vase is broken, the crack is there & forever will.
1stly, Is u guys don like her & this is y I did not call her. And now u guys blame me for not calling her. Whatever,as I consider u guys feeling also wrong, I didn't also wrong. I don ever wanna plan any events anymore.
*Pissed*
2ndly, If u don't like me, go away as far as u can. This show that u don't understand me enough. I don't care whatever your reasons is. To me, is just a defends for yourself & excuses. And c'mon u scolding your friends vulgar words?!! Do u know how hurting?? For me I will never scold my friends vulgar words no matter how angry I am. Think carefully I'm not your Vending Machine that u can vend your anger at me.
I'm utterly disappointed in u, our friendship already had crack. And is not once, many times. Just like a vase is broken, the crack is there & forever will.
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