Wow, it had been a long time for not updated my Blog le, here I am.. heEex. ^^ Blog! I'm in love!!! But but ii can't cOs ii knew there won't have result.
Well, this special guy have slowly, step a step enter into my heart. With him, ii will feel different emotion. Dunno y, when he was sad or sick, ii will feel upset & if he's happy or enthu, ii will feel the same as him.
Just recently, I had a guy friend told me he like me & hug me but I can't bring myself to hug him. And it's like very weird, that special guy sudden appear in my mind... I thought ii had given up on him cOs he did said something indirectly & ii knew we can never be together but just when my guy friend hug me ii pushed him away. Anyway ii dOn think he will like me too cOs of ... ... Maybe I like him will always keep inside my heart.
I reM. here a English saying: "some people are meant to be in love but not meant to be." I agree, probably I not meant to be wif him not even mention about liking him. Haha most funniest thing, he always thought I like another person but he doesn't know all along ii like him. Lol. However, I'm disappointed too cOs ii can't feel he like me at all... Maybe we're just good friend that only laugh together, play together but not into relationship. I don't mean soon but ii think will never too. Sometimes ii really envy of his ex-girlfriend, she got his heart & ii 99.9% gurantee that his heart still wif her no matter wat problems or feelings he facing. He will just keep it into his heart & ii doubt he will mention to me ba eventhough ii really wanted to know & really know him more. I really wish that if one day ii could know why they broken up & ii really feel pity that y they broke esp ii find that the person ii like is not bad.
Haha one thing he never know ii always doing something so that ii can know him more. Example hMmmm cannot say. Well, ii find it it's silly but ii just can't help it. And each time being wif him ii know him more which I'm really very glad about. Actually ii did something writing all the memories we had but when ii know he had someone else & yeah ii 4gOt to mention maybe is another girl or his ex & ii stopped but the moments we spent ii will never 4gEt. Yeah, ii hope one day we can mutual feeling for each other & together but really lor ii don think this day will come ba. *sigh! Hmmm well ii shall end here by saying liking someone can be sweet & romantic but sour, bitter & heartache at times... Well, let natural take it courses ba, maybe he's just not into me lo. saded**
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