Emoing now...

Christmas over!!! Something which made me sad somehow & tat's a flash of past memories. I reM. last year Christmas I gave someone my heart but the very next day he destroyed away. I was crying bitterly without him knowing. 1 year le, finally we had broken up 1 year but I will never forget how he made me feel on last year 26 Dec. He broken my heart and was really broken into pieces, till now it's hard for my heart to fix back.

Y?? Y?? Y every year Christmas suppose to be happy but in d end which made me feel sad?? U guys wanna know wat exactly?? Alright I shall tell u then. I reM. last year Christmas noon, ii was happily buy all the material and at my girlfriend's house handmade something to my ex. After making, I went out wif my friends and I meeting him after my friends. So ii personally went to his house wanna pass the present to him and sO he gave me a kiss. After kissing, ii looked into his eyes something's wrong. I asked him but he couldn't tell me, so indirectly it was his father talked to me. Then I realised he wanna broke up wif me but he couldn't say it. I couldn't believed it sO ii asked him is it true?? After Christmas we spoke & true enough, he broke up wif me.. How heartbreaking d both of us!!! And in d end ii accepted.

And this year Christmas was told by someone my attitude fuck up. And actually it's true. I couldn't accept something tat I wasn't like to listen and do so I gave an arrogrant attitude. And now I think I understand le y tat person say my attitude fuck up. Tat person was none other but Mr Aaron Goh my teacher, he was right and got a point ii made lots of self-reflection & ii learnt lots beside this.

He taught me, whenever negetive of someone think of d reason's y. Eg Shermine cases, ii dislike her so does everyones,  he taught me tat instead ganging up to bully her, y not tell her nicely let her know d reason y ppl dislike her & he also taught me if in her shoes ii was bullied, how would ii feel. Another words, ii should encourage her, tell her nicely and putting yourselves on other's shoes & showing kindness & considertion for ppl more no matter what.
Another Eg I wondering Y my close girlfriend was so good towards d person ii like. Mr Aaron Goh gave me lots of reasons which another words think broadly. So after thinking broadly, ii should find d roots of problems & solve it. Watever it is, ii wanna thanks Aaron Goh something ii wanna say: "Aaron Goh!! I had start writing down watever u taught me how, no matter in blog or photo album. And some u taught me was deeply inside my head liao, so don't say I never take note or write down hor!!!!"

Oh ya, 4gEt to mentioned thanks 4 his Xmas present which ii never thought he would bought personally & gave me on spot.. Kinda surprise & touched, heex. Ermm ii had read 3 pages so far liao & then hor.. Some pages ii don understand d meaning leh, next time ii meet u up again ii will ask u for it.

Lastly today's Xmas is a self-reflecting for me.. Well, at first ii feel upset but after expressing out ii feel much better le. ^^