1st of all, I'm sO happy! Yeahhh got to KBOX finally, though only we 3 Person, DK, KK & I. Y do I say that eh?? Well, because since 6 months ago, BO, DK & GL & I planned go KBOX one day but don't have lor till today we just K. Wohoooo!! Oh wait, KK was not in part in planning, surprising we 3 together go KBOx leh.
Have fun & daMn hilarious laugh. Thanks to DK, he & KK sang "Wu Ding" & the way he imitated "Wu Zong Xian" make me laugh till non-stop. HAHA! And worst, sang the "Si Le Duo Yao Ai, AH XIN from Xing Yue Tuan" Nightmare lor... Like thousands of chicken being kill. They wanna sing High Pitch but really CMI (can't make it.) Muahahaha!! Really I laugh till jaw numb & stomach pain.
Then after KBOX we go Slack at Marina Bay, the Esplanade there. LOL! Ok la, we slack there around 1 hour like this, haha. DK & KK cam while I really Emo shit there! Hahaha. Oh ya, DK asked me later wanna go AMK eat dinner, I say ok then he said call GL also cause she live AMK too. I said anything, ok ah sO we went to AMK to eat.
So when we saw GL, we happily greet her butt guess what??!! We get a harsh scolding from her! WTF?!! Do u know what she scolded us? She scolded us for being late & waited for us sO long. We apologized to her & she add on saying that not a word sorry can meant to resolve this k. My parents already went out eat and come back digest till dunno what & I'm starving here. After I hear, I "KUM PAO TU LAN" lor. To me, only u starving meh?! I'm also starving lor, DK & KK at least ate T bits then me eh, I did not eat leh. 2ndly, people thought of u so call u out for dinner leh but u simply sound like we owned u like this. WTF Much?!!! And then I feel stupid lor, I still apologized to her when I don't find I got anything wrong. KNN! If u were in my position, how would u feel? Unfair & feel like slapping + "Fcuk" upside down lor. *chilled*Well, oh well I guess after this incident, I see true her true colour & next time if ever DK asked wanna ask GL for dinner anot, I will say. Up to you, I don't wish the incident occurred again. Damn Idiotic!
Friday, June 24, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
The New Changes I want for myself!
Yo my beloved blogs! It been ages to see u & update u & sO here I am, wahahahahaha!!! Ok... get to topic.
Recently, many negative things happen & seriously it made me really very down down down. Not only that, people, environment which made me really feel like running away & worst I had the thought of commit suicide. Crazy right?!! Yes, and this is I feel useless at times & I had negative aspect in people & life. BUT after all this SHITS, thanks to a friend of me, he told me. "Jaslin, no matter what stay positive". I remembered once I asked him. So what I'm positive but yet people keep adding negative?!! He replied me: "If people really give u rubbish, are u really going to accept it as yes, it's rubbish or turn into a rubbish bin & asked them to throw themselves instead?" Well, it really knocked some senses to me. He added on: " Do u know "dash"? A symbol like this (-) Is called "Minus" as well. "Minus negative & add a plus which turn out to be positive" so in life, there's bounds to be positive & negative & most important how are u going to add positive instead of negative? A very challenging Qns, I love it!
So these few days, plenty & multi of thoughts & Finally I decided to change in myself. I got to stop all the negativity of people, environment & myself. So what if I remains negative, ppl are not going to feel pity or sorry about me. And I don't wanna be a weaklings too. Yes, women needs protection but they can be strong too. Agree??
Recently, many negative things happen & seriously it made me really very down down down. Not only that, people, environment which made me really feel like running away & worst I had the thought of commit suicide. Crazy right?!! Yes, and this is I feel useless at times & I had negative aspect in people & life. BUT after all this SHITS, thanks to a friend of me, he told me. "Jaslin, no matter what stay positive". I remembered once I asked him. So what I'm positive but yet people keep adding negative?!! He replied me: "If people really give u rubbish, are u really going to accept it as yes, it's rubbish or turn into a rubbish bin & asked them to throw themselves instead?" Well, it really knocked some senses to me. He added on: " Do u know "dash"? A symbol like this (-) Is called "Minus" as well. "Minus negative & add a plus which turn out to be positive" so in life, there's bounds to be positive & negative & most important how are u going to add positive instead of negative? A very challenging Qns, I love it!
So these few days, plenty & multi of thoughts & Finally I decided to change in myself. I got to stop all the negativity of people, environment & myself. So what if I remains negative, ppl are not going to feel pity or sorry about me. And I don't wanna be a weaklings too. Yes, women needs protection but they can be strong too. Agree??
Saturday, May 7, 2011
I guess I no longer be the same, not only less cheerful, less simple but more quiet as well. And the reason was simple, I'm no longer naive & simple, I throughly see the ugly side of humans & seriously I HATE IT TO CORE! Y must u ugly people spoil the innocent & simple-minded people?!! Does really doing this u makes u happy?!! I seriously suggest u see PSYCHIATRIST, u are SICK! U know?? Well, it doesn't matter, no ones like to admit they are sick or crazy even though they are one, haha.
I remembered I told one of my guy friend all this prob & guess what he say?? He said: "Jaslin, u've really grow up & I'm so happy for you." I was like "hEy I telling u all this prob & can u be more serious?!!!" He laughed & continue saying: "Yes, I'm being serious with u too & I'm really happy." My facial expression (-_-)"' Anyway, thinking back, maybe I really grow up if not not I won't be thinking complicated and live simple.
Anyway I've to thanks these ugly side of people cause u made naive people smart & I strongly believe in KARMA. There's a saying: "What's goes around comes around" so it's only a matter of time. Another thing, because of these ugly people, ugly stuff, I lost trust in people. Not only that I learned to be Independence, same goes to relationship as well. After been through all the hurts, I dare not love again. Even though I have someone in mind, I dare not confessed & don't have the courage as well. "I'm Useless right?" I always thinking myself like this. It no longer matters who walk beside me & end the journey because I can't even move the first step & haven't put all the past behind me. Even if I thought of trying, I'm afraid & the past experience keep taunting me. I dunno how, I really dunno..
And the someone in mind, I guess he also have someone else in mind too, the cycle just goes around. I remembered I had liked a guys for 2 years without him knowing & I guess this time round will be also like this. Sometimes I don't understand y, the person u really can click well & like can't be together and still I will still choose u. HAHA! B-) I wonder, what if I really confessed my feeling to u?? What your reaction is??Will u reject me?? Sometimes I just hope that u can feel it & know it without verbally saying out however I know we are impossible.
Haix.. So many things happen & tons of emotions but none be express out. How I wish just leave everything behind & MIA. I too exhausted but don't think so I can, my work place need me & I've 5 projects in my hands now, not to forget my roles as a daughter too. Worst still, ugly people & giving u all the shit, don't give a damn. I wish to give up eveything, can I?? *sigh. I think stop here ba, tat's all.
I remembered I told one of my guy friend all this prob & guess what he say?? He said: "Jaslin, u've really grow up & I'm so happy for you." I was like "hEy I telling u all this prob & can u be more serious?!!!" He laughed & continue saying: "Yes, I'm being serious with u too & I'm really happy." My facial expression (-_-)"' Anyway, thinking back, maybe I really grow up if not not I won't be thinking complicated and live simple.
Anyway I've to thanks these ugly side of people cause u made naive people smart & I strongly believe in KARMA. There's a saying: "What's goes around comes around" so it's only a matter of time. Another thing, because of these ugly people, ugly stuff, I lost trust in people. Not only that I learned to be Independence, same goes to relationship as well. After been through all the hurts, I dare not love again. Even though I have someone in mind, I dare not confessed & don't have the courage as well. "I'm Useless right?" I always thinking myself like this. It no longer matters who walk beside me & end the journey because I can't even move the first step & haven't put all the past behind me. Even if I thought of trying, I'm afraid & the past experience keep taunting me. I dunno how, I really dunno..
And the someone in mind, I guess he also have someone else in mind too, the cycle just goes around. I remembered I had liked a guys for 2 years without him knowing & I guess this time round will be also like this. Sometimes I don't understand y, the person u really can click well & like can't be together and still I will still choose u. HAHA! B-) I wonder, what if I really confessed my feeling to u?? What your reaction is??Will u reject me?? Sometimes I just hope that u can feel it & know it without verbally saying out however I know we are impossible.
Haix.. So many things happen & tons of emotions but none be express out. How I wish just leave everything behind & MIA. I too exhausted but don't think so I can, my work place need me & I've 5 projects in my hands now, not to forget my roles as a daughter too. Worst still, ugly people & giving u all the shit, don't give a damn. I wish to give up eveything, can I?? *sigh. I think stop here ba, tat's all.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
My question of what is friends...
I've questioning myself this question... What friends for & what does friendship means? Do u guys really believe true friends exist in this realistic world?? For me is a no-no. I find that in putting good words, friends are to help each other but in another words, friends are using each other, isn't it? Last time I used to be very good to all my friends but they prove me wrong by treating them right, shall I still have to be kind towards them? Well, it's a tough decision for me to decide.
Can we live without friends?? Been asking myself this question . Ive been thinking in future, we will each have our own lifestyle to live, do we really need friends? haha! I know what is friends about but I don't think in this world, friends exist. Sometimes I just love to isolate myself from others & people said" two heads is better than one" but I find that if no failure u will never learn & if so, what is think out of the box then??
Can we live without friends?? Been asking myself this question . Ive been thinking in future, we will each have our own lifestyle to live, do we really need friends? haha! I know what is friends about but I don't think in this world, friends exist. Sometimes I just love to isolate myself from others & people said" two heads is better than one" but I find that if no failure u will never learn & if so, what is think out of the box then??
Saturday, April 9, 2011
My recent updates & worrying + how I feel...
Yo! It been quite some time not updating my blog le, lol. Yesterday had a great chat with Mavis Ong, 1st time we chat from 10am till midnight 2 am. *cool~ HAHA!! We chat alot alot.. Well, wat's impress me most that she told me that she find herself very old already, hopefully gEt into a relationship to stable & bear a child before the age of 30. I was like... ...(stunned) Very old meh 22 years old?!!! I'm noot even reach 21 yet lehhh.. Hahahaha! Then sudden came an weird uncle told us that there were a couple malay quarelling, we two looking at each other... But I admire Mavis response, she dared & firmed to say: "Dunno, nothing to do with us" in chinese. For me, I will see how the situation is & might shout loudly. Pheww... In the end, we lied said going home but actually we changed to another place continue our chatting. LOL!
Oh ya, these few days I've been a good girl lehh, dunno which of my mind go hay wire. After work go home do housework. Though doing bit by bit to packed, clean, tidy but I believed in no time I can see the result of my house turned into a place where I always think. HAHAHAHA! B-) And and and tml shall be a day of we 3 sisters gathering after my work, hahahahaha! *looking forward*
Well, these past few weeks, learned alot & gain lots of knowledge. Though I loss something but I gained more than what I loss & more valuable & I realised that in life is full of up's & down, this is y when down, people throw u rubbish, turn into rubbishbin & if throw u lemond, turn into lemonade. My this job is going to move out soon after 16 May, still thinking should I find another job or relax for the time being?? Finding another job isn't easy, new environment, new people got to adapt & worry I can't cope my studies as this is my final semester. Another side if relax for the time being I can fully concentrate my studies but no income, how how how?? Actually what I want & looking for is a job that solely taking care of the shop & at the same time I can study. But where the hell can I find?!!! haIx...
Another thing, I'm not going to share my feelings & my probs already. If people misunderstood of me, let it be as I believed action speaks louder than words. Sometimes it's tiring, I do hope someone truely know me well without speaking vrbally at times.
Oh ya, these few days I've been a good girl lehh, dunno which of my mind go hay wire. After work go home do housework. Though doing bit by bit to packed, clean, tidy but I believed in no time I can see the result of my house turned into a place where I always think. HAHAHAHA! B-) And and and tml shall be a day of we 3 sisters gathering after my work, hahahahaha! *looking forward*
Well, these past few weeks, learned alot & gain lots of knowledge. Though I loss something but I gained more than what I loss & more valuable & I realised that in life is full of up's & down, this is y when down, people throw u rubbish, turn into rubbishbin & if throw u lemond, turn into lemonade. My this job is going to move out soon after 16 May, still thinking should I find another job or relax for the time being?? Finding another job isn't easy, new environment, new people got to adapt & worry I can't cope my studies as this is my final semester. Another side if relax for the time being I can fully concentrate my studies but no income, how how how?? Actually what I want & looking for is a job that solely taking care of the shop & at the same time I can study. But where the hell can I find?!!! haIx...
Another thing, I'm not going to share my feelings & my probs already. If people misunderstood of me, let it be as I believed action speaks louder than words. Sometimes it's tiring, I do hope someone truely know me well without speaking vrbally at times.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
My thoughts..
Hello Blog! I'm here to update. *SIGH* I feel that as I grow, my smile is getting lesser, responsibility getting heavier & expectation getting higher. Not only these, ppl are harder to get along, things getting more complicated & expenses getting higher... Y? y? y? Tell me y??
These few days I been staying at home, y? Cause I wanna be alone for the time being, I wish to cut off any contact wif any human beings (friends or any others) EXCEPT my grandma. I realised I been too busy with my life & spending little time with my grandma sO today I specially spend as much time as I can to keep my grandma accompany.
I have TONS of Negative feelings, thoughts, things happening inside & around me, I guess this is y my smile getting lesser. Even if I smile, who will know is a genuine smile or fake smile. Lastly, how am I going to solve it?? Is not like tv drama, there will always be someone there to help u, care for u whereas reality are all about depending yourself. I also wish someone will be there for me but not I wish means will be granted neither liking a person mean u like and like but the other person might not like you back too. Solution is simple but cruel, one word "accept the facts."
These few days I been staying at home, y? Cause I wanna be alone for the time being, I wish to cut off any contact wif any human beings (friends or any others) EXCEPT my grandma. I realised I been too busy with my life & spending little time with my grandma sO today I specially spend as much time as I can to keep my grandma accompany.
I have TONS of Negative feelings, thoughts, things happening inside & around me, I guess this is y my smile getting lesser. Even if I smile, who will know is a genuine smile or fake smile. Lastly, how am I going to solve it?? Is not like tv drama, there will always be someone there to help u, care for u whereas reality are all about depending yourself. I also wish someone will be there for me but not I wish means will be granted neither liking a person mean u like and like but the other person might not like you back too. Solution is simple but cruel, one word "accept the facts."
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Nobody understand how I feel...
Seriously I had enough for all the shit I been receiving from all humans! Not directly but indirectly. Is not abit I want to complaint but seriously I daMn tired & sick of it. When can all these shit end?!!!
1stly, Is u guys don like her & this is y I did not call her. And now u guys blame me for not calling her. Whatever,as I consider u guys feeling also wrong, I didn't also wrong. I don ever wanna plan any events anymore.
*Pissed*
2ndly, If u don't like me, go away as far as u can. This show that u don't understand me enough. I don't care whatever your reasons is. To me, is just a defends for yourself & excuses. And c'mon u scolding your friends vulgar words?!! Do u know how hurting?? For me I will never scold my friends vulgar words no matter how angry I am. Think carefully I'm not your Vending Machine that u can vend your anger at me.
I'm utterly disappointed in u, our friendship already had crack. And is not once, many times. Just like a vase is broken, the crack is there & forever will.
1stly, Is u guys don like her & this is y I did not call her. And now u guys blame me for not calling her. Whatever,as I consider u guys feeling also wrong, I didn't also wrong. I don ever wanna plan any events anymore.
*Pissed*
2ndly, If u don't like me, go away as far as u can. This show that u don't understand me enough. I don't care whatever your reasons is. To me, is just a defends for yourself & excuses. And c'mon u scolding your friends vulgar words?!! Do u know how hurting?? For me I will never scold my friends vulgar words no matter how angry I am. Think carefully I'm not your Vending Machine that u can vend your anger at me.
I'm utterly disappointed in u, our friendship already had crack. And is not once, many times. Just like a vase is broken, the crack is there & forever will.
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