Saturday, April 9, 2011

My recent updates & worrying + how I feel...

Yo! It been quite some time not updating my blog le, lol. Yesterday had a great chat with Mavis Ong, 1st time we chat from 10am till midnight 2 am. *cool~ HAHA!! We chat alot alot.. Well, wat's impress me most that she told me that she find herself very old already, hopefully gEt into a relationship to stable & bear a child before the age of 30. I was like... ...(stunned) Very old meh 22 years old?!!! I'm noot even reach 21 yet lehhh.. Hahahaha! Then sudden came an weird uncle told us that there were a couple malay quarelling, we two looking at each other... But I admire Mavis response, she dared & firmed to say: "Dunno, nothing to do with us" in chinese. For me, I will see how the situation is & might shout loudly. Pheww... In the end, we lied said going home but actually we changed to another place continue our chatting. LOL!


Oh ya, these few days I've been a good girl lehh, dunno which of my mind go hay wire. After work go home do housework. Though doing bit by bit to packed, clean, tidy but I believed in no time I can see the result of my house turned into a place where I always think. HAHAHAHA! B-) And and and tml shall be a day of we 3 sisters gathering after my work, hahahahaha! *looking forward*


Well, these past few weeks, learned alot & gain lots of knowledge. Though I loss something but I gained more than what I loss & more valuable & I realised that in life is full of up's & down, this is y when down, people throw u rubbish, turn into rubbishbin & if throw u lemond, turn into lemonade. My this job is going to move out soon after 16 May, still thinking should I find another job or relax for the time being?? Finding another job isn't easy, new environment, new people got to adapt & worry I can't cope my studies as this is my final semester. Another side if relax for the time being I can fully concentrate my studies but no income, how how how?? Actually what I want & looking for is a job that solely taking care of the shop & at the same time I can study. But where the hell can I find?!!! haIx...

Another thing, I'm not going to share my feelings & my probs already. If people misunderstood of me, let it be as I believed action speaks louder than words. Sometimes it's tiring, I do hope someone truely know me well without speaking vrbally at times.